I am no one. I come from a christian transactional family dynamic that is choosing money over seeing their own child having somewhere to live. My credit is trashed from years of simply trying to survive. Within the next 2 month I will lose my current vehicle that I now owe more on than I did when I signed for it, and will be homeless. This year was the best birthday I have ever had, it was spent with a relationship partner, that is now separated, and they had forgotten it was even my birthday till I told them later that day that it’s the best one I’ve had. I am glad to have finally found what chemicals my body needed to feel okay, and as a trans-sexual individual I can finally say that I’ve had a moment in my life that I was able to enjoy and actually felt happy, hopeful and accepted. I am thankful to have lived the life I have lived and the opportunities I have had throughout this life.
In This nation I am nothing more than a number, I am nothing more than a statistic. I am the hated who blends with the ones that think thy’re safe. They are not safe from this administration… the only that are safe are rich white men. The way this country is currently set up is to crush the people who make less than $500,000 a year with a slight societal favor towards cis white men that have all their paperwork in order. This country is a nightmare to live in.
I am someone that has nothing to live for except out of spite, to prove that I can. There is no help, there is no safety not, there is no hope except the hope that I choose to alchamize within myself. This nation has built “Alligator Alcatraz” which is nothing more than Auschwitz in Nazi Germany. There is no one left to stop these things from getting worse other than the citizens who are to busy fighting with each other to be able to organize. We are heading towards 2 different options, possibly both. A civil war, and/or world war III.
During this time there are a lot of people falling through the cracks (as big as canyons) of our societal safety nets that were already overwhelmed. There are billionaires sitting on and hording their riches worse than even dragons might have.
Life is not easy, this world super power is now a third world nation with hordes. The population is being poisoned by the food sources and the propaganda of the current administration and other nations who have decided to take part through cyber means.
I am one they would like to have in Alligator Alcatraz, I am one they do not want around. why? All I want is to live a comfortable and peaceful life with those who mutually choose to be friends. All they want is for people that are not like them, to stop existing. We have American citizens in a concentration camp with no option but to eat rotten foods once a day without any options for hygiene or ways to pass the time. Chain link fences make their new homes that are smaller than a prison cell, with multiple people possibly locked into each cage. These people are being treated worse than the animals being kept at any state funded animal shelter, these humans are not people the this administration. Alligator Alcatraz is in Florida, it is hot and muggy there at this time of the year, surrounded by water that has been stocked with alligators, the mosquito are said to be huge.
There is no one in this country that cares AND has the ability to help these people. The ones that care are likely to end up in Alligator Alcatraz or whatever concentration camp is coming next. There are people publicly excusing those conditions by saying “they should not have crossed the border then” while ignoring that these conditions are inhumane and that there are people in there that came here legally or were born here, that are currently in this concentration camp. All of the people who are saying this are not realizing that their ancestors are immigrants of a sort, as they are standing on land that belonged to the Native American tribes that were massacred by Spanish and European conquistadors and travelers for things considered to bring riches at the time and for sport before the land was completely taken from them. Many of these people are standing on land that has been given Native American names. The only people in this country that have the right to claim this land as their own were forced onto reservations with many unable to leave these reservations even still. The option is present, but financially impossible for many.
Many people in the nation would agree that it takes a village to raise a child, while publicly speaking negatively about the mothers who have no option but to lean on their village to raise their children in some way or another, normally through financial government assistance such as money for food and help with housing.
We have many people who die from diseases that can be cured or treated, the cure or treatment is readily available, with expired doses being thrown in the trash regularly. Why? Because this country has chosen to put financial gain above the well-being of any person. It would rather been seen that someone passed away than for a corporate medicine manufacturer to lower the cost of the medicine they produce for a small fraction of the price, or, as forbidden, help long time clients out with a free sample.
I have been watching this nation fall apart for many years now, I have been wanting to leave this nation for even longer. I feel that leaving is not an option anymore.